Cozy But Anxious: Honest Loungewear

July 17, 2021

Cozy But Anxious is not just a brand but rather a lifestyle. Creators Hanna Derrig and Annie Hubbard coined the term while in high school, and things began to take off. Cozy But Anxious was born in the pandemic, which was pretty fitting, seeing as how many people were living in loungewear, and humanity as a whole was pretty damn anxious.

Hanna and Annie have never been people to shy away from being honest about their struggles regarding mental health, and through Cozy But Anxious have begun to foster a space for more people to join them in discussions about mental health and how they get through the day. Cozy But Anxious has steadily grown, with journals, hats, and even jewelry added to the lineup after starting with just sweatsuits.

Office sat down with Hanna and Annie to find out how the brand came to be, and what's next for them.

Text by: Oona Oglesby
Photos courtesy of: Cozy But Anxious

Where are you guys from

Hanna is from New York & Annie is from Connecticut

Where did you meet?

At our boarding school in Massachusetts.

What inspired you to make Cozy But Anxious?

We coined the phrase in high school when externally everything looked ok but internally our anxiety was rampant. We understood one another and coped with humor. Annie got Hanna a hoodie with “Cozy but anxious” custom embroidered on it for her birthday and we quickly noticed how many complements she got on it. People really related to the phrase, which led us to start the brand. Cozy but anxious was born at the start of the pandemic and the focus from the beginning was to reach more people who related to the feeling of being cozy but anxious and who could find comfort and support through our platform and our clothing.

What does the saying mean to you?

The saying embodies how two seemingly contradictory things can coexist at once, particularly when it comes to mental health. When your external situation doesn’t ‘match’ your internal headspace, it can feel confusing and frustrating, and we want to destigmatize that cognitive dissonance. Two truths can exist at once and don’t invalidate each other.

What have you done for your mental health in the past year?

Hanna— I think for myself Ive had a really big change in perspective. I used to shit on myself 24/7 — never felt like i was doing enough, was doing too much, was always wrong, blaming my outsides for my insides, etc. As basic as it sounds, I think I’ve really worked on my self esteem by doing esteem-able acts. It really clicked for me this year that it’s difficult to find happiness within myself, but impossible to find it elsewhere. Finding a small amount of inner peace by building myself up in the right forms is what has helped me most.

Annie— This past year, We all felt the collective weight of the pandemic bearing on our mental health, and were forced to sit with ourselves and our thoughts for months on end. I ended up battling with issues that I thought had been resolved years ago, and really had to pull myself out of that place and develop new habits. I saw myself fall into destructive patterns and wanted to rewire that part of myself that tends toward self-destructive behavior. By sitting with my thoughts, I noticed how mean to myself I was. It often takes such conscious effort to be nice to ourselves, but putting in that work just feels crucial to me at this point in my life. Practicing accepting my thoughts, rather than judging them, has been invaluable, although challenging. Looking at the complex systems and experiences that have led me to negative self-talk is allowing me to break that destructive cycle.

What do you think of how mental health is talked about in social media? Where could it improve?

We commend people for getting vulnerable and intimate on social media because putting yourself out there is scary. I think it’s great that people are making slides with various tools and symptoms of certain diagnosis, etc. however, i think more resources need to be put online. I think it needs to target a broader group. Resources for the LGBTQA+ and BIPOC community fir those who have been silenced too long.

What do you hope to do with CBA?

We hope to keep expanding. Making comfy clothes is fun, but our main goal is for this inclusive community to grow and reach people who can come and share experiences, struggles, hope, advice, tools, etc. We want to use our privilege to uplift those voices that have been silenced within the mental health space. This platform is also the perfect creative outlet, and we’re excited to keep growing this brand with the goal of reaching and collaborating with others.

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Happy 424 Day!

Simon Rasmussen — What's going on?

Guillermo Andrade — Right now we're just setting everything up.

So, what are you doing, is it a party?

Well, I kind of felt universally forced, right? Because 4/24/24, I was just like, I don’t really have a choice here. The stars also just kind of aligned, so to be honest, I got this settlement that came with a bunch of clothes so I had this idea to give back to the kids who fuck with us by allowing them to buy our shit first. Not handing stuff out for free, but to do it in a way where we could skip the middleman of the industry, so to speak, and not allow clothes to disappear into the abyss of Farfetch or whatever else. So what we’re going to do is a sort of warehouse sale, which we’ve never done before so that was really exciting for me. I didn’t want to do just another warehouse sale, so it’s like a sample sale turns rager. We teamed up with Adidas and a couple of other sponsors, then drinks, DJs, and a performance.

Sick, I love it.

Yeah. My dream sample sale. Also, it’s not just hoodies and t-shirts here in there, it’s proper collections from the past three seasons. I’m also not picking and choosing, trying to make it accessible, like this was the only way I could afford to buy shit when I was a kid, bro. Sample sales were the thing I looked forward to the most.

I feel you. In New York, there's the annual CDG sale, which is when I used to cop all my CDG.

The only time I could afford Rick. I flew to New York once for a Rick sample sale and I was like, Wow, I can't believe I got invited. And it was mental. I still have those pieces. I will never sell them. Not even because I got 'em cheap. It was also just really fun. Even on the flight to New York, I was like, I can't believe I'm going to New York for a sample sale, what a fucking loser I am. But it was like the adult version of when I was a kid and I was like, Wow, I can't believe I'm 20-something and I'm still doing the thing I was doing in high school. So I hope we can create moments like that for kids here in LA.

Yeah. I love that. It’s important to connect with them; they’re essentially creating the brand. If you don't have them, good luck.

I mean, yeah. Fuck, bro. It's cool that we've been around for this long. I mean, it got a little rocky there for a second I think, for all of us. So coming out of it, tomorrow is a celebration. And it’s like an odd day of the week. It's a Wednesday, super random. And now that we've set it up, the homies are all like, Yo, I'm coming. I'm coming. Let me jump on stage, let me do this, and that's really what it's always been about. It's not some other strategy to get likes on the internet.

That’s how the best things happen, you just couldn’t help yourself. It was intuitive.

Yeah, it all came together in a really nice way.

Would you say that’s how 424 started as well? I remember we met in like 2010 on Fairfax and I was visiting with Rasmus…

Oh bro, it’s probably the time when I started the branch… do you remember Cecilia from Black Dakini? She’s the one that introduced me to CIFF and honestly, I didn’t even care what she was doing, I was just like, I’m coming, I’ll go with you. She said she’d give me half of her booth and I said, Awesome count me in. At the time, I had just gotten my green card and I wasn't allowed to ever leave America, so Copenhagen was one of the first cities I went to when I could finally travel. I mean, you see what we did at CIFF bro? It became our fucking hub for half a decade.

That was a moment for sure.

I remember the first account I got was Antonioli, and he came super gangster, being like, You're going to sell me these clothes. And I was like, bro, I didn't come to sell clothes. I'm just kind of catching a vibe with my homie and I made these things. And he's like, No, you're going to sell it to me. And then I was like, Oh my god that’s Claudio Antonioli. So then I went home, I googled wholesale, and figured that shit out. [laughs]

[Laughs]

Like you said, I couldn't help myself, but I didn't just make t-shirts and hoodies either. I was really on my Rick wave, so I made my version of the Rick things. It was that meets like The Boondock Saints, because I'm still a little bit of a Cali bro, sort of rock kid, but not really. I like hip-hop, but I like the way the rock stars look. I like the contrast. I thought it was cool. After that, I just never stopped.

It was clear to me when I first met you that you were onto your own thing in LA. It made a lot of sense, and it was so cool. It was before 424 was its own brand; you just had the store and this really cool curation.

It was all my shit, bro. I was very, very invested in sharing all of these things that I was finding from all over the world, like Astrid Anderson. She was one of those designers at the time, so important to 424. The connection to Copenhagen specifically for me was huge. I had a big fan base there. It was incredible. And then here in LA, we were sharing the things that we were a part of and finding; it was still the early days of Fear of God, Rhude, Martine Rose. A lot of these brands, we were the first store to ever sell it — we were selling Hood By Air on the West Coast.

You had Rick as well, I remember.

Oh yeah. It took me a long time. But I got Rick, bro. By the time I had to close the store on Fairfax, I already had a Raf Simons account. I had reached my ultimate dream. It was really all the stuff I wanted to wear at the time. It was dope. The best of the best.

We had an office magazine newsstand in there as well.

Oh yeah, we did! I came to visit the one you had, and I was like, Yo, I got to bring this whole fucking thing over here. But yeah, in LA, after two days people forget you exist, but everyone’s been super supportive. We’re all 10 years older now. We've been around forever at this point.

It can be dangerous to take those breaks when you’re figuring shit out, but there’s something very genuine to this comeback you’re having.

Thank you, thank you. We’ve been in and out of those fucking showrooms in Paris for long enough. I've been in and out of these factories for the past 10 years of my life. We had to figure something out. And I think now really diving in, being in Italy full time and being there to develop these products over time, I think that the whole thing just really shows the suppliers respect you more. The people who are making your goods understand why you're making them. And I think now I finally got to the place where I'm not making Italian things, I’m making my clothes, I'm making Cali-centric shit, but with that European technicality and execution. With this Fall / Winter collection, it clicked.

So what’s the vision for the next year? What are you manifesting?

I'm just fucking relentless, bro. This is the way I want to live my life. Now that we are more aligned, more prepared, and have more experience, moving forward it is just more of becoming a fully functioning company that can provide and create opportunities for all of the people around me. We’ve been operating just on instinct for a long time.

Sustaining a business is scary, trust me I know.

Scary as fuck, dog. I just opened a store next to Bottega, bro, and it’s like what am I even doing? You have to just believe in the thing you're doing more than anybody else.

100%, and it seems like that’s what you’re doing.

And fashion’s kind of a competitive sport, as much as people don’t think it is. We can reach a certain level without losing ourselves. My biggest ambition at the moment is to create something that, when you leave one of our neighbors you come into our place you don’t feel that the level has been sacrificed at all. And it’s not easy.

Definitely. I wish I could be there tomorrow.

Thank you, bro. 10 years now. You’ve always shown me so much love. We have to do a booth or have the office part of the next 424 day. Shit let’s do a 424 day in New York.

That would be sick. Let's do it. I'm here. Let’s catch up soon.

Next season’s right around the corner so I’ll see you in Paris.

Yes, see you in Paris and Happy 424 day!

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